By Jade


Category: slash, mention of het.


I've never wanted anything quite this badly before. And not having it has never hurt this much before, either. Oh, I'm used to not having what I want. I wanted my dad to love me, and that didn't happen. I wanted Mom to come back home. Nope, that didn't happen, either. But this is worse than both of those combined. I didn't realize that it was possible to be deprived of something more than your parents, but it is.

Because I've been deprived of my heart. And the emptiness in my chest is slowly killing me. But I'll just straighten my tux jacket and smile as I stand up for Blair today. And when he leaves with his new wife, he'll never know that he's taking my heart with him.


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